NOT VERY SUCCESSFUL TRIP TO FUERTE

I am just back from Fuerte. We went there to catch a big swell that was coming, and JC was coming to take some pics. but i was a total pussy. i didnt go out at all. the first day it was massive massive and the wind very light and fluky, rainy etc... so i got scared about ending up in the rocks in the cotillo harbour. yep, scared. now i am really disappointed and pissed off with myself for not having gone out, even when John was telling me it was pretty survival and scary and that wasnt good at all, but even like that, i came back home with a sh*t feeling of being a pussy! oh well.... at least we are back home now and i just came in from a small surfing session in front of my house, what it was really nice....